It's the nature of the season, I guess. Over winter I get a lot done because I have fewer things to focus my attention on. Once the nice weather gets here I see all the things that I wanted to do, have to do, really should get to, OUTSIDE. Then you throw in a few windy, cold days, add a little rainy cold days and projects that were started SIT waiting for you to come back to them.
I really meant to go out to the studio today. It was NUMBER UNO on my mental list. It's crappy, rainy, cold, damp weather and the studio seemed like the place to be.
My mistake was to wander into the bathroom that has a scale and decide to weight myself.
WHERE THE HECK DID those 11 pounds come from??????
I knew something something was going on, in the back of my little brain. Huffing and puffing when I was doing something that never made me huff and puff before. A favorite shirt a little snug and I had the audacity to actually blame the dryer on that one.
It's not like I've been chowing down on forbidden foods. I've been eating well, apparently too well.
One of my blogging buddies, George asked recently, in his blog, if anybody ever blogged because they felt a strong emotion. Well, George, this is my rant. I am furious with myself.
We (that's me and myself) had a talk, in the car, while at a traffic light. Next light I was Temporal Tapping a new message to myself. Third traffic light I revised the message. Fourth traffic light went through and pulled into the health club. I was determined to renew my membership.
The nice lady at the counter, smiled at me, ran my card and said, "Dear, you have until July 1st on your existing membership." WHAT? HOW?
"Didn't you have some surgeries done? Well, they tacked on the time you missed from your rehab to your membership."
I mean are the stars aligned or what? So, I walked for an hour, right then and there.
Then I went to the store and bought more fresh veggies, this time with the intent to actually EAT ALL OF THEM.
I am so tired of dealing with the issue. I'm moving 10x's faster than I have for ten years. I'm sure the extra weight is due to my building muscles do to all the activity............yeah, if you believe that come on over here, I've got this bridge for sale.............a real deal.
So, I'm writing down what I eat. Tracking always helped in the past. When I taught Weight Watchers I would tell people to write it down. It works. Yes, you have to write it ALL DOWN.
WHINE HERE: I hate writing it down.
Maybe tomorrow I'll get over to the studio. There is always hope. Today, I will drink my 2 quarts of water and write down every single thing I eat. sigh.............
:)Bea Who needs to be creative about this new project.